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It's Hard to Fall in Love Chap. 7: What's This?

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Matthew yawned a bit as he sat in the airport. He was waiting for a certain person to come into his view as he sat and waited, staring into space and thinking about nothing in particular. His phone buzzing in his pocket snapped him out of his dream-state and he jumped a bit as he picked it up

“Hello.” He said simply as he put the phone to his ear.

“Hallo Mattie~!” came a heavily accented German voice from the other end. Matthew rolled his eyes

“Hi Gilbert. Are you here yet? I’ve been waiting for almost a half hour now…” He complained with another yawn

“And I’m really tired as it is because you woke me at three in the morning.” He huffed. He had agreed to let Gilbert come and visit him on a strictly friends basis. The two of them had been having little visits like this back and forth for the past four months and even as Matthew was talking to Gilbert right now there was this odd feeling in the pit of his stomach and he wasn’t sure how to describe it. The only way he could was that it was the exact same feeling that he had every time that he was about to speak when he was hosting a world meeting. He guessed it was just normal though. The albino groaned irritably

“Yeesh
.” He said sarcastically, giving a slight laugh

“I can see you from where I am. Stand up and turn to your left.” Matthew stood and turned right.

“No your other left Birdie.”

“How many times do I have to tell you not to call me that!” Matthew complained, turning the other way to see the albino heading in his direction. He smiled a little and waved at him. Gilbert waved back

“I’m hanging up now.” He said before putting his phone away. When Gilbert hang up he ran the rest of the way over and scooped Matthew up in a big hug, causing the Canadian to let out a very feminine squeak as he was spun around in the grasp of the Prussian

“Gil! Put me down!” He said, surprisingly more feminine than usual as well, his tone more surprised by his friend’s actions but his mind kind of expecting it. He smiled a bit even though he tried to keep a stern tone with the other man. When he finally pulled away Matthew rolled his eyes

“Merci Gilbert.” Gilbert was wearing that usual sly smirk on his lips as he looked at him

“What’d you call me a second ago~?” He asked. Matthew blushed, realizing that he’d just called Gilbert ‘Gil’ on accident. He gulped and then scowled at Gilbert

“N-Nothing!” He squeaked, smacking Gilbert’s shoulder

“Let’s just go. We’re getting breakfast and you're buying. You better have brought money this time.” he huffed. Gilbert laughed and playfully put his arm around Matthew, his smirk replaced with a cheeky grin

“Oh get over it Mattie~ I heard you call me Gil~ That’s cute I think you should call me that more often~” He said with a wink, smiling at the red cheeks of the Canadian man

“Ja. I brought money~ I don’t mind buying breakfast~” He said sweetly, smiling as he gently rubbed Matthew’s shoulder. Matthew gave a sigh as he slid out from Gilbert’s arms

“Okay...Gil.” He said with a slight pause before starting out the door. Gilbert had a genuine smile on his lips as he walked out the door slightly behind Matthew.
Matthew growled loudly and gritted his teeth as he stared straight ahead, sweat dripping down his forehead as he looked ahead with intense emotion in his violet eyes

“Why’d does it have to be so hard!” He complained, groaning and laying his head back against the couch with a growl as the sound of the game over music rang in his ears yet again.

“That’s like the fifth time a level one drone has beat me!” He huffed, crossing his arms over his chest before smacking Gilbert’s shoulder

“Why do you always set it on the hardest difficulty when we play this. I don’t understand why you make it a point to prove how much better than me you are when it comes to this game in particular…” He grumbled. Gilbert laughed and put an arm around Matthew’s shoulders

“I just like to see you try and outdo me but fail so miserably~” He said, pausing his own controller and setting it aside. Matthew rolled his eyes

“Whatever. My hockey game is on now so we have to stop anyways.” he huffed, reaching over to get the remote but before he could sit back down he lost his balance and fell onto Gilbert, his knee landing on the couch but his lips crashed into Gilbert’s and suddenly they were kissing. Matthew jerked back immediately and his face was bright red. He and Gilbert….they’d kissed. Matthew immediately ran out of the room and into the nearest bathroom, closing and locking the door and immediately resting his back against it, slowly sliding down and burying his face in his hands, shivering in embarrassment. He was flushed pure red as he finally looked up again, his lips quivering a bit as he placed his fingers on his lips, tracing the surface of the soft pink skin slowly and gently. He didn’t mean to kiss Gilbert before but...He...liked it.

Gilbert was left sitting on the couch, still in shock from what had just happened. He gently grazed the tips of his fingers to his lips. Matthew hadn’t meant to do it but...they’d kissed… He and Matthew had just kissed each other. He looked down the hall to the bathroom that Matthew had run into and gave a small sigh. He really didn’t like him did he. But he could swear he felt sparks between their lips when they’d kissed. He stood up with shaking legs and swallowed hard, walking into the hallway with a soft sigh, hesitating in front of the door before giving a slight knock

“Matthew?” He called out. Receiving no answer from Matthew made him a bit worried so he called out to him again, hands in his pockets fiddling with his phone on one side and the keys to the rental car on the other.

“Mattie I...I-I’m sorry...I didn’t know that was going to happen...I understand if you're embarrassed or something but it was an accident.” He muttered softly, sighing as he again received no response from the Canadian. He was about to walk away when the door to the bathroom opened and Matthew was standing there and before Gilbert could say anything Matthew pulled him into an actual kiss, his fingers curled around the collar of Gilbert’s shirt. Gilbert’s eyes widened and then he kissed him back, his arms moving around the little blonde’s waist and pulling him closer to him. Matthew pulled away and looked down at the floor

“I-I’m sorry…..I just…” He gulped a little bit, looking away from Gilbert and releasing his collar and stepping back

“I-I needed to figure something out...Just...I need to be alone...you don’t have to leave though…” He muttered softly, pushing past Gilbert and walking to his room, shutting the door softly behind him. Gilbert blinked a bit, still in shock from what had just happened. He didn’t THINK he felt sparks he KNEW he did. His hands were shaking as he walked to the guest room where he’d be sleeping for the night and sat on the edge of the bed, sighing softly. This was such a new feeling for Gilbert. He was in love. He knew he was now, it wasn’t fake or something he’d made up in his head. It was real love for the only one he could love. Matthew Williams..
Matthew sat alone in his room, sighing softly as he stared blankly at the cream colored wall in front of him with tears peaking in his eyes. He could have sworn he told himself that he wasn’t ever going to like Gilbert let alone KISS him like that. He was so confused that he couldn’t even think straight. His heart was racing and his palms were sweating as he continued to think a little more about Gilbert and about that thing that had just happened. He didn’t know what had come over him but he knew he’d kissed Gilbert just out of the blue after doing it accidentally and he’d actually enjoyed it. He wondered why he was doing things like this? Why had he kissed Gilbert? Why was he feeling like this?! Was he...was he in love..? His papa had told him once that love was a wonderful thing and he’d know for sure when he felt it but this wasn’t wonderful...well not really. It was hard to figure out what his papa really meant when he was explaining to him what love was. He knew that wasn’t all he’d said about it but he knew the basics of what he’d said.

“D-Do I really love him..?”
Finally I bring you a new chapter. I'm terribly sorry for this awful and really short chapter. I ran out of ideas at one thousand five hundred words but I guess it's a pretty decent amount of words for a chapter like this. Anyways I hop you enjoy ^u^
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Are you going to update soon? Just wondering. (Honestly I have no say in this department I'm terrible about updating)